this says it all

"Head Over Feet"

I had no choice but to hear you
You stated your case time and again
I thought about it

You treat me like I'm a princess
I'm not used to liking that
You ask how my day was

You've already won me over in spite of me
And don't be alarmed if I fall head over feet
Don't be surprised if I love you for all that you are
I couldn't help it
It's all your fault

Your love is thick and it swallowed me whole
You're so much braver than I gave you credit for
That's not lip service

You've already won me over in spite of me
And don't be alarmed if I fall head over feet
Don't be surprised if I love you for all that you are
I couldn't help it
It's all your fault

You are the bearer of unconditional things
You held your breath and the door for me
Thanks for your patience

You're the best listener that I've ever met
You're my best friend
Best friend with benefits
What took me so long

I've never felt this healthy before
I've never wanted something rational
I am aware now
I am aware now

You've already won me over in spite of me
And don't be alarmed if I fall head over feet
Don't be surprised if I love you for all that you are
I couldn't help it
It's all your fault

survey #2

Three names I go by:
1. Sarah
2. Sars
3. Baby

Three Jobs I have had in my life
1. pharmacy clerk
2. personal assistant
3. supervisor at ups

Three Places I have lived
1. Sun Valley
2. North Hollywood
3. Winnetka

Three Favorite drinks
1. water
2. Cactus Cooler
3. aloe vera juice

Three TV Shows that I watch
1. how i met your mother
2. glee
3. mad men

Three places I have been
1. hawaii
2. puerto rico
3. philippines

People that text me regularly
1. john
2. anna
3. shayna

Three of my favorite foods
1. mexican corn
2. baked mussels from kuma sushi
3. my mom's taco salad

Three friends I think will respond
1. john
2. johnny
3. shayna

Three Things I am looking forward to
1. graduating
2. having a family
3. the holidays

Three Things I like to do in the mornings
1. put on my ipod
2. wait for john's call
3. wash my face

Three Things that are good in life
1. my family
2. my boyfriend
3. my friends

survey

1. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE? yes, Abraham's wife. It means God's Princess.

2. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU CRIED? today

3. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING? depends what pen i'm using.

4. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE LUNCH MEAT? roast beef.

5. DO YOU HAVE KIDS? not yet

6. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU? everyone cause i'm awesome

7. DO YOU USE SARCASM? when i get the chance

8. DO YOU STILL HAVE YOUR TONSILS? yup, nothing's getting near them. NOTHING.

9. WOULD YOU BUNGEE JUMP? not a chance

10. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE CEREAL? cinnamon toast crunch and frosted flakes. i miss rice crispy treats the cereal. ughh it was off the chain. that forsure would have been my all time fav cereal.

11. DO YOU UNTIE YOUR SHOES WHEN YOU TAKE THEM OFF? my shoes don't have laces, so that'd be a no

13. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE ICE CREAM? coffee flavored, i've also learn to love vanilla bean

14. WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT PEOPLE? teeth, hair, face

15. RED OR PINK? red, cause it's my color

16. WHAT IS YOUR MOST FAVORITE THING ABOUT YOURSELF? hmm i'm not really sure. i'd have to say it's my personality. cause i'm awesome. jk. no but seriously though lol

17. WHO DO YOU MISS THE MOST? hmm. idk

18. DO YOU WANT EVERYONE TO COMPLETE THIS LIST? my boyfriend.

19. WHAT COLOR PANTS AND SHOES ARE YOU WEARING? not wearing either

21. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW? al green - you ought to be with me

22. IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOR WOULD YOU BE? awesome

23. FAVORITE SMELL? food and my hair

24. WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE? john

25. DO YOU LIKE THE PERSON WHO SENT THIS TO YOU? i don't rmr who sent this to me

27. HAIR COLOR? Black

28. EYE COLOR? brown

29. DO YOU WEAR CONTACTS? yeah. even though they irritate the shit out of my eyes at night

30. FAVORITE SPORT? tennis cause it's the only sport i'm capable of playing

31. SCARY MOVIES OR HAPPY ENDINGS? happy endings

32. LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED? new moon. just cause my boyfriend's in it.

33. WHAT COLOR SHIRT ARE YOU WEARING? white tee

34. SUMMER OR WINTER? summer, hands down

35. HUGS OR KISSES? both

36. FAVORITE DESSERT? tempura icecream

37. MOST LIKELY TO RESPOND? john, cause i'm making him lol

38. LEAST LIKELY TO RESPOND? anna, cause she's lame and doesn't read my blog

39. WHAT BOOK ARE YOU READING NOW? i'm looking for one, any suggestions

40. WHAT IS ON YOUR MOUSE PAD? no tengo mouse pad

41. WHAT DID YOU WATCH ON TV LAST NIGHT? the big bang theory

42. FAVORITE SOUND(S)? lol

43. ROLLING STONES OR BEATLES? beatles

44. WHAT IS THE FARTHEST YOU HAVE BEEN FROM HOME? philippines

45. DO YOU HAVE A SPECIAL TALENT? that's a secret

46. WHERE WERE YOU BORN? st joseph hospital in burbank

47. WHOSE ANSWERS ARE YOU LOOKING FORWARD TO GETTING BACK? baby's

48. HOW DID YOU MEET YOUR SPOUSE/SIGNIFICANT OTHER? he dated my ex bfs cousin. we met at church and i was the first one that came up to him and started talking to him. i thought he was really cute and hispanic. lol

49. IS THE CUP HALF FULL OR HALF EMPTY? half full

50. IF YOU COULD SIT DOWN TO DINNER WITH FIVE PEOPLE WHO WOULD YOU CHOOSE? robert pattinson, joe jonas, britney spears, james mcavoy, joseph gordon levitt

so i'm getting back

to updating this thing on a daily basis.

today was not a good day, i will tell you that.

:(

kawawa face, translation; sad face

so my

week vaca from work is officially over, i have work tomorrow at 2:30 :(

i guess it'll be nice going back into the office. not gonna lie, i kinda miss my drivers haha. and of course andy and michelle. in this week though i got so much done. i'm kinda proud of myself.

i kinda wanna start baking again esp since the holiday season is coming up. i need to find my cupcake carrier. both of them lol

i know you're sick of reading

how effing amazing my boyfriend is, but let me tell you. you know that quote by marilyn monroe "I'm selfish, impatient and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle. But if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best." he sure as hell deserves me and more. he's perfect. i know no one is perfect, but i do have the perfect boyfriend. it's just me that's damaged. i really wish i could always appreciate him. but sometimes it's hard for me because i'm so fucked up. i love how when i'm upset he'll do whatever he can to cheer me up. i really do take him for granted. i need to take anger management or something, if that's what it takes for me to change. ok i feel so lame. i'm done.

i got so much shit done

this past week cause i'm on vaca from work and since my only class is online, i don't have to worry about attending a "real class". so i'm kinda excited for the new semester cause i'll finally be going back to csun and meeting new people. i seriously just wanna get out of school already. i hate it. i wish some one would just knock on my door and hand me a tree that grew money. my only worry would be to keep this magical money tree from withering. ugh. working and going to school blows. how can you enjoy life when you're tied down to a desk and office. it's bullshit. i need to make something out of myself if i want to enjoy everything life has to offer. i want to travel so bad. but blogging about it won't do anything for me. i really need to start working harder.

oh btw. here are my new glasses. they kinda make me look smart.

ughh i can't say it enough

MY BOY FRIEND IS SO MOTHER EFFING AMAZING. i am seriously so blessed to have him in my life. he puts up with all my shit and still manages to love me unconditionally. even though it's only been a month or so. i feel so terrible cause i feel like i tricked him into dating me. haha i was such an awesome sweet friend to him. he probably had no idea what he was getting himself into. poor guy. haha baby i'm sorry. don't worry, i promise i'll try to be a better girl friend. i love you

i'm a litte vain.

so what. i think everyone is, i'm just more open about it. i'm just really comfortable posing in front of a camera and smiling. or doing whatever expression i feel like. it's how i was raised. i know i keep using the fact that my mom was a photographer as an excuse. but so what. i like looking at cute photos of myself because i honestly feel like i look better in pictures anyway. it's most definitely not the same thing i see in the mirror every morning. i know it may be hard to believe, but sometimes i hate the way i look. i'll just stare at the mirror and think of several things i can change on my face so i can feel more comfortable about myself. i don't even know why i'm writing about this. i just feel like whenever i post a new picture or something, i'm being judged for it. fuck it. i don't care.


HAHAHA I CHANGED MY MIND. I'M REALLY VAIN. and i've got nice hair. i feel much better.

what i don't get is...

nopeeeeeeeeeeee