Thursday, January 27, 2011

story of my life!


Wednesday, January 26, 2011

i've got time to kill

right before my shift ends so i figured i'd just blog about something random. so the super cute guy at work quit :( i have no idea why, but he did mention that he goes to my i might have to try and find him there. haha just kidding. seriously though. that's creepy. hahah but they already started interviewing new candidates to fill in his position and one of the guys that came in today wasn't bad looking. but def not as cuuute. :( hmm what else. i'm feeling really good for some reason. maybe it's cause i lost all the weight that i wanted to :) life is amazing right now. i have absolutely nothing to complain about. i feel like everything is the way it should be. :) even though i'm not dating anyone, i'm totally content with where i am at with the person i guess i'm "talking" to. we both don't want anything serious, and we both don't expect anything from each other. i think it's perfect because with my busy schedule, i barely even have anytime for myself. how the hell am i going to have time for a boyfriend?! it's nice cause he gives me just the right amount of attention to keep me satisfied and also coming back for moreee. haha i was telling one of my drivers about this the other day and he said he was surprised because most girls won't be ok with what i have. other girls demand a relationship. ughh. relationships. nooo thankssss. right now, this is everything i need. :)

Thursday, January 20, 2011

ok seriously

i have so much energy right now. it's probably from sitting here and doing nothinggg. so there's this boy i kinda like. he's really interesting and makes me laugh like nobody's business. that's all. i was gonna write more, but i got lazy lol

hmm what else i've lost 30 lbs. haha that's kind of a big deal i guess. people who haven't seen me in a while are really surprised cause they're like omg. you lost so much weight blah blah blah. thanks assholes, i don't know why you beezys didn't tell me i was fat to begin with lol. but yeah i feel so much better about myself. i fit into clothes better and i have more options. even though i did it the unhealthy way, i'm just glad i lost all that weight. now i have to get rid of so many clothes cause they don't fit me anymore :( o well it's a great excuse to go shopping :)

ok so like

someone brought to my attention that i haven't updated my blog in a while. so let me update you all on what i've been up to.

first. i got that job that i wanted so badly. i've been here for about 4 weeks now and i absolutely LOVEEE ittt. we just hired a bunch of new people and one of the new guys is suppper cuuute. he brought me a bag of chips today, i think i'm in loveee. haha just kidding. he's totally nice though. hmm one of my boss's really seems to have taken a liking to me. he's always complementing my outfits and how i look that day. it's nice. haha but whatever. i've already gotten in trouble for wearing skirts too short, but he doesn't seem to mind. haha. let's see. ups is still the same. at one point having both jobs really took a toll on me, but i'm ok now. i was like having panick attacks and nervous breakdowns every hour. haha it was badddd. what birthday just passed last week and it was so amazing. thanks to a new friend i've made :). hmm so i'm going to vegas this weekend and i'm sooo excited. it's gonna be so much fun. i can already tell. haha. gonna meet up with a friend there and it's gonna be good times for sure :)