:)

I honestly couldn't be happier :). I love that I'm having so much fun being single. I'm surrounded by such amazing amazing people. One of which I'm really growing fond of <3.

not gonna lie

i kinda miss having someone to come home to, other than kim of course.

i miss having someone to watch tv with and spend my weekends with. being with my girls is great and all, but i just feel like something is missing...

i miss this most of all.

bored out of my mind

i really hate this class. i just want this semester to be over so i can be done with school! well for now at least. i really need to get started in looking into PCC for the speech therapy program. ughhh. 2 years isn't so bad right?! but in the mean time i just want someone to hire me alreaddddy :(. UPS is great, but i need something to occupy my time during the dayy.

FONZI!!

ok seroiusly wtf

worst friends ever. so i'm going through my old pictures and i look so freakin' fat. WHY DIDN'T ANY OF YOU TELL ME?! bleh. i'd post one, but it's too gross.

i think my face will always be chubby, but this a decent improvement. lol

no i'm not lucky, i'm blessed

love this

ok so like

i'm done with school in a matter of days practically. i'm so excited to finally be getting out of there. it only took me 5 years. hahaha i'm sure that my dad is thrilled. as of right now, i have no idea what i want to do. i'm debating on whether to go back and study speech therapy or to just find a full time job and still work at UPS. honestly, i get mild panic attacks just thinking about my life after graduation. i honestly don't know what to do. i just know i want that $$$$.

on a happier note

i can't wait to go out with my girls this weekend :)

I'm almost positive that he hates me.

And I don't blame him. I really did a number on him. Now that I look back at it, I feel so terrible with how things ended. One min we're fine. The next we absolutely hate each other. I know most of it was my doing. There really are certain things that are better off unsaid. But being the vindictive bitch that I am, I totally let him have it. He really didn't deserve this. I was his everything and I threw him out like yesterdays garbage. I really feel like I'm the worst person in the world. Even though I try to justify my actions by blaming him for his incompetance, it's still not fair. You don't treat someone you love that way, regardless of how annoying you think they are. I know I say I wasn't in love him because of the way I treated him, and that's probably true. But as friends I definitely do love and care about him. I know it doesn't make sense or matter now. But that's just the way I am. A great friend, but a horrible girlfriend. I just wanted to put that out there and get it off my chest. If you're reading this, I'm genuinely sorry for the way things turned out. I really do miss the old you :(

i'm using this time

to grow up.

i wish you'd do the same "/

<3

he did everything for me

and that still wasn't enough.

i guess you can't force yourself to love someone, regardless of how much they love you.