did i let myself go?! i worked so hard on losing weight only to gain some of it back. i haven't fully gotten back to my old fatass self, but slowly but surely, i'll get there. ughhhhhhhh why do i love food so damn much?! it's so hard to resist. i canceled my gym membership thinking i'd work out at home, but i've been so lazy lately. coachella is coming up and i really need to lose some weight! i just wanna go in a bikini top and some shorts so i don't come back w/ tan lines. we all know that's not gonna happen though cause i love food too much. i just need to love working out as much as i love food!