wooooww

i haven't blogged in forevs. ok, so my 25th bday is a few weeks from today and i'm totally excited about it. i've never been big on celebrating my bday but i honestly need a reason to go out and get effed up. there is honestly not a damn thing i could complain about or even wish for because i have my health, family and friends. i've been sooo blessed throughout my life that i'm just so thankful for making it another yearrr. for turning 25, i'm pretty content at where i am in life. i have 2 amazing jobs and working w/ the most fabulous people. i still live on my own and i'm gradually learning how to manage my money. all i need now is to save up for a car, i've been wanting one for the longest time but i keep getting distracted by clothes shoes and more clothes and more shoesssss. ugh it has honestly become an addiction. my daily routine in the morning would be to buy almost a complete outfit online. i'd get that done before i even have my breakfast and coffee. whatevs.

2010

2011

ok so like

i've used this time i've had alone to really think about what kind of person i am. i try to look at both sides, how i see myself, and how the world sees me. i'm pretty satisfied with who i am as an individual, but there's always room for growth. one thing i really need to work on is my temper. that's something that i've always said would never change because i've always justified it as being part of who i am. but then i started to think, why do i want to be someone who gets mad all the time for something so petty.

might as well

update this thing before i go into work. so let's seeeee. i've been ridiculously busy with two jobs, maintaining a healthy relationship with my bf and family, fonzi, and enjoying my life. uhm that's pretty much it. i don't really have much time for anything else.

yup, he's a cutie forsure <3

so madly

in love with my best friend <3

then 2009

now 2011

it's been a long time coming

wow, i haven't blogged in forevs. i've just been so busy juggling two jobs, john, spending time with family and fonzi. i think a lot's happened since the last time i posted something. well for one, john and i are back together. things are better than ever :) we both realized that if we wanted this relationship to workout, we both a had a lot of changing to do. not gonna lie, he was way more willing than i was. i think i'm just naturally too stubborn to change. but so far things are working out great :) uhmm i'm still struggling to keep the weight i've lost off. my weight fluctuates so damn easily, it's annoying and a blessing at the same time. i just wish my metabolism would permanently stay fast. i hate working out and eating healthy. i have to avoid so many foods that i love. but at least i give myself the weekends to induldge in things like korean bbq. my favorite :) hhahahhaa. hmm here's a remimder of what i used to look like. hahha

BEFORE

AFTER

hmmm

i can't believe how long i've had this freakin' blog. it's fun going back through old posts and pictures. good times forsure.

i'm so lame sometimes &hearts

yoga!

i wanna start doing it again so badlyyyy. i haven't done it since like sophomore year of college. i wanna be limber. ugh i need to start going to the gym more consistently also. i just wanna be fit and toned already. i wish it wasn't so hard and tedious. gahhhhhh. i hate how everything i want to eat is so bad for me :( it makes losing weight so much harder. asl;dfkjas;ldfjkalsdfkjal;df



...i wanna look like this alreadyyyy!

amazing weekend!

i really can't get over how fun last weekend was. i wish we took more pictures, but here's a few.

john&anthony

anthony<3

BONJIE!

BIRTHDAY GIRL!

JOSEPH!

ughhh

learning how to budget and manage my money is so much harder than i thought. i really need to start saving. spending is so much more fun than saving :( if i stop going out to eat, shopping, and whatever else i spend my money on, i could easily pay off all my bills in a couple of months. i just need to learn how to become responsible. sometimes i wish i still lived at home so i can go back to being REALLY spoiled, but then i come to the realization that being independent is so much more satisfying. we all know i'm not completely independent cause my dad still pays for the big stuff, but overall, i like to think i'm doing well for myself. :)