LOLOLOL

blood diamond is on right. and i was like oh i saw that. annna was like oh with who. i was like oh a cute boy. and she was like "what was it about" and i was like idk. and she's like you wouldn't. hahhaahhahahaha

i finally went out

i just want to...

get up out of bed, board a plane and fly somewhere. ANYWHERE! i'm just so bored of the life i have here. i want to explore the world and try something new. i wanna meet new people make new friends. just anything. my days are so dreary and predictable. it's the same thing everyday. it's tiresome. i'm beginning to live vicariously through the characters in the movies i watch. every night i watch from 2-3 different movies. all different genres. thanks to netflix and "watch it now." it's really quite convenient. ugh someone save me. please?

i'm not cute anymore :(

i'm going to change

my life style. i'm getting to that age where i really need to start thinking about my future financial stability. i don't wanna turn out to be one of those people who live from pay check to pay check. i need to learn how to live on a budget and not buy things i don't need and stop wasting my money. i've really been thinking about the future and how i'm going to get by once i've graduated and moved out of my parents house. i eventually want to own a home and now would be the best time to start saving for future investments. at the moment i don't have any major expenses that i'm responcible for. i'm still living at home, i don't have any car payments, insurance payments, or anything that really puts a dent in my pocket. my main bills are cell, gym, and netflix. i think that's about it. oh and gas. i need to stop spending my money on food, movies, clothes, and shoes. i have food at home, i'm just picky. movies, i can wait til they go on netflix. clothes and shoes, I DON'T EVEN HAVE ENOUGH CLOSET SPACE FOR IT ALL. it's pretty ridiculous. so after i make my 2 last major expenses (tv and ipod) i'm handing my debit card to my mom and dad. i'm going to have an allowance of $50 a week and that should be enough to get by. so if you ask me to hang out and i say no, it's probably because i've used up my allowance for the week. we'll see how this goes...

my mom won't let me

eat white rice anymore :( today she made shrimp and beansprouts and it was really yum, but she shouldn't let me eat rice with it. my meal didn't feel complete. but i got full faster. i really need to lose weight cause my mom keeps calling me fat. and she's right. ppl tell me i'm not cause i'm really good at hiding it. most of the time. haha. whatever. I DON'T WANNA BE FAT ANYMORE :(

so i joined 24 hr fitness. and i'm gonna start going on monday. just cause tomorrow i have the spa thing and i haven't been waking up early enough to go. i think i've decided to go to the fallbrook one cause the sherman oaks parking lot creeps me out....you never know who could be lurking behind one of those pillars. and if you know me, you know i'm EXTREMELY paranoid. like to the maxxxx.

oh btw i got

DARK

so today

i ran a bunch of errands and went shopping and it felt so good. haha i know it sounds really superficial but i don't care. i really shouldn't be buying anymore clothes cause Lord knows i have more than enough. but i always have the constant struggle of finding something to wear on any given occasion. whether it be going to work, church, or just to go out in general. i'm done shopping for the month of august. i'm going to try and learn how to save my money cause it's a good habit to learn. i'm totally excited for tomorrow. i have a spa apt at 11:30am and it's going to be amazing. hopefully my skin isn't too sensitive afterwards. i wish i had nice skin.

i'm SO boring now.

i hate it. i don't even feel like writing this but i'm forcing myself too. my whole purpose for this is so that years from now i can come back to this site and read all the stupid shit i've posted. just so i can reminisce on past experiences and to look back at the life i lived. well let's see. i bought a bike yesterday to this bike shop ryan took me too. the minute i saw it, i knew it was the one. i bought a matching pink basket which ryan installed for me. i went over to his house last night and rode it around, i did a pretty good job for a beginner, especially cause he kept getting mad at me. haha. well yeah that's all.

UGHH

i haven't really had the time to update this because of my freakin' accounting class. i'm so over it. i hate it so much. i hate how i get it during class time, but when it comes to the test, my mind goes blank. i hate this class so much :( i really should have stuck with psych. blah o well. i can't dwell on the past. i just wanna get this class over with. ok other than that. i haven't really had much going on in my life. i'm pretty boring. i haven't really had an juicy stories to tell lol. well a few, but not blog appropriate. haha. ohh last night we went swimming at Matt's place in simi and his pool is fucking legittttt. he had this slide that i was too scared to go on. haha.and i finally met steph. she's a complete sweet heart. they're totally cute together. hmm i don't really have any pictures to post. oh lo's bday just bad. we celebrated it at la cita. it was fun. i have like 2 pictures. haha i was really contemplating going to vegas with them this past weekend, but i don't thikn i would have been able to keep up with them. i've been feeling so tired lately. it sucks. my body isn't used to staying up late anymore. i'm kinda glad. i want a regular sleeping schedule again.

i haven't updated in forever

i've been pretty busy. the boring kind of busy. i've mostly been focused on school. i really need to pass. if i don't, i'm going to hurt someone. the most eventful thing that happened in june is Johnny's bday. i have pictures posted on facebook. i'll post my favorite ones here. actually, no i won't. i'm too lazy. well maybe i will. ok.