old habits die hard

So here I am laying in bed, I can't fall asleep because I woke up at freakin one in the afternoon today. I feel like a sloth but I'm young, so I really don't give a ratsass. I need to take advantage of all the sleep I can get cause once I have a fam, I know I'll hardly ever get any rest, but then I'll have plent of time to get some shut-eye, when I die...so there's something to think abt. I love sleep. I don't wanna think abt it, I just wanna enjoy it. I really don't know where I'm going with this, I'm partly delirious. I need to get used to sleeping earlier. I hate not wanting to get out of bed on tuesdays and thursdays. In fact I hate going to school period. >:( that's suppose to be my angry face, but I don't think its working out. Good night!

first mobile upload

Let's see if this works. Well it doesn't look like its going to allow me to upload pictures directly from my Blackberry. But as long as it'll upload the text itself, I suppose that will be sufficient. I'm really hating this default font I'm using to type with. My letter "B" and number "8" look way too similar.

i don't feel like studying

today was a pretty good day at work. everyone kept asking me why i was dressed up. i think they just forgot how i used to dress cause i've been bumming it at work. it's been so cold lately so i wanted to bundle up. ehhh whatever. it's nice that people noticed. i even did my hair. i found a way to curl my hair in half the time, only curl half of my hair. haha but it came out ok i think. michelle told me she was proud of me for sticking to my diet. i am too. but i do cheat on some days. i try not to eat out but its so hardddd. espcially when the drivers are always down to eat. i had this for dinner the other day, it was fucking delishhhhh.

mMmMMmMmmMmMm

if you love me

you'll get me a pair

i'm going to make it my goal

to always look as cute as possible. i'm going to try and not be lazy about my looks because you never know when mr. right will be waiting in line behind me at the grocery store (and yes i did get that from "he's just not that into you..."). can't take any chances. by the way, that movie was effin' adorable. i wanna date justin long. that 'd be pretty awesome. i'm so bored, but today was pretty eventfull. anna i went shopping early this afternoon, then we met my mom at costco to buy some snacks to bring to work and school. i really need to get on cleaning my room. i'll eventually get to it. i really need to set up my days off for work before mike changes his mind and won't let me have them anymore. he seriously is the greatest boss in the world. i love my job. i really need to buy a new hair straightener. it's not as straight as it used to be. i miss that, but owell. at least my skin's getting a lotttt clearer. thank you proactive and bc. lol. but the downside is that the bc really increases my appetite, but lately i've been controlling myself. everyone's been a bit surprised. i can't eat like i used to, as much as i try to, i can't. it's pretty awesome. i just really wanna lose weight and have a nice tight assbody. but it's hard work. i wish i was retarded rich so i could just pay for lipo. blah. whatever. ok i'm done for nowww.

OH YEAH...

HAPPY Valentines DAY!

guilty pleasure

of the moment

Soulja Boy Ft. Sammie - Kiss Me Through The Phone



I KNOW, I KNOW!

my dad's idea of a beginner's cam

MY IDEA OF A NEW TOY ;)

EXPECT A LOT OF BETTER QUALITY PICTURES lol

Lola's 96th Bday Party!

anna and ikara and tim

mom and dad

ryan and shanelle

mom, dad, anna, lola, and me

top; left to right jeff, ron, eric, jv, neil, jo, ryan, anna,
bottom; oliver, riza, kara, lola, me , malou

cameron dunking

mom

matthew and johnny

trish, kara, shanelle

lola blowing out her candles

cameron

ashlyn, cam, alyana

aly and ash

aly

aly, ash, anna

after weeks of staying in

i finally decided to come out. lo and i went to cinespace last night and saw little boots. she's freakin' adorable. i had a lot of fun.

my IDEAL boyfriend. truly