Tuesday, July 29, 2008

so the cable man came by today

and installed cable into my room. i think my parents figured if they did that, i'd be home more often. but i realized, i'm not much of a tv person. i forced myself to watch a couple of episodes, but i just can'tttt. i'd rather be out living my life rather than sitting in front of the boob tube watching someone else's. the only time i can rmr enjoying watching tv was either with paul, melissa, or danae. and my number one shows were nip/tuck, flavor of love, and law & order svu/criminal intent. that's about it. most of the shows i do watch are online because there are no commercial interruptions. i hate commercials. maybe if my parents get tivo then i'll stay home more often, but i'm seriously so excited for gossip girl and 90210 2.0. hahaha. i loveeee the ads for gossip girl. not so much 90210, they honestly could put a little more effort into it.

LOVESS IT!



LAME

spoiled brat.

lately that's how i've been feeling. i mean, it goes both ways. it's a good and bad feeling for me. for one, i'm 21 yrs old, i don't need my parents supporting me anymore. espcially since i have a pretty decent job. but then again, they are my parents and i should be able to rely on them for certain necessities until i move out and stuff. like recently they have been paying for my cell phone bill, gas, and miscellaneous things i ask for. it's weird cause they never use to pay for me like this when i DIDN'T have a job. but i guess part of it is because they're proud of me for landing such a good job. all my relatives are telling me that it's a really good place to work for because of the opportunities it offers.


i love my life, and everyone in it.

xoxosars

Monday, July 28, 2008

bad habit.

so i was going through my iPhoto, and i realized i have loose lips.





















no harm done.

i mean, it' s just a kiss on the cheek.

pretty innocent, i think.

ok. i'm done.


p.s.

don't judge me. mmk thanks.

Sunday, July 27, 2008

i want to go shopping

but i've got bills to pay :(

this sucks.

you've got enough. you've got enough. you've got enough. you've got enough. you've got enough. you've got enough. you've got enough. you've got enough. you've got enough. you've got enough. you've got enough. you've got enough. you've got enough. you've got enough. you've got enough. you've got enough. you've got enough. you've got enough. you've got enough. you've got enough. you've got enough. you've got enough. you've got enough. you've got enough. you've got enough. you've got enough. you've got enough. you've got enough. you've got enough. you've got enough. you've got enough. you've got enough. you've got enough. you've got enough. you've got enough. you've got enough. you've got enough. you've got enough. you've got enough. you've got enough. you've got enough. you've got enough. you've got enough. you've got enough. you've got enough. you've got enough. you've got enough. you've got enough. you've got enough. you've got enough. you've got enough. you've got enough. you've got enough. you've got enough. you've got enough. you've got enough. you've got enough. you've got enough. you've got enough. you've got enough.


i'll just keep telling myself that.

hope it works.

ok. i'm done.

Monday, July 21, 2008

this is a.fio's fault

talking about it really made me want a bf even more. sometimes being single really sucks. cause there are those days, when your sitting home alone with nothing to do. and you just think to your self. a boy friend would really come in handy right now. i mean, don't get me wrong, i'm an independent person, and i've got a handful of great friends, but there are times when that just isn't enough. i just want a summer fling, but summer's coming to an end, so i think it's a little too late for that. once school starts it's going to be my main focus. i'm not going to let anything or anyone get in my way of getting good grades this semester. i mean turning 21 really fucked me over. i would go out every night and not go to class the next morning. just talking about it bums me out.

ok i'm over it.

it was a half hour phase i went through...

i enjoy being single. no one to hold me down. no one to fight with and argue with over pointless things. no one to make jealous.


being single = the good life.

HARD SUMMERFEST July 19th

It was seriously unbelievable. I've never had so much fun in one night. You can never go wrong with great music, awesome company, booze, and hot boys. Lolo, Silla, Vi, Vero, Shirley, Helen, and Jaime are freakin' amazing. I loved every minute of it. I ran into so many random people, soo much fun. I'm officially in love with Pharrell Williams, i don't know if it's just me, but he got way hottter. And MSTRKRFT was off the fucking chainnnnnn. That reminds me, i ran into a few guys from this band i used to listen to in high school. That was pretty interesting, especially since we swapped numbers. haha.







Friday, July 11, 2008

modesty is key

ok so i've decided that i'm really gonna try hard to be a better person. and by doing so i've figured out that being modest is a good way to start. so that means no more revealing tops and super short skirts. shorts are allowed, but not skirts. dresses are allowed too. skirts are just so skanky to me for some reason. but yeah, that's what i've decided on. i'm also going to try and put all my energy into not cursing. seriously. i know it's gonna be hard, but it's gonna be totally worth it in the end. cause i really do have the mouth of a sailor. and i think it leaves a really bad impression of my self on people. they get this idea that i'm this angry little asian girl who gets mad at everything, which btw, is partly true. i'm super judgmental and superficial and shallow. i'm not gonna lie. i mean most people are to some extent, but exceed that extent. by a lotttttt. i mean at least i'm aware of my flaws and know i'm a messed up person and i'm able to admit that. no one's perfect. but the fact that i'm willing to try and make myself a better person should count for something.

4th of july pictures





yeah i didn't know who those guys were, they just asked me to be in their pic. i was like "uhh sure." i'm sure it happened a lot differently then from what i can recall. but that's how i'm keepin' my story. mmk. my JESUS/CLEOPATRA/WARRIOR/GLADIATOR sandals we're a big hit that night. if a guy man comes up to you and tells you your looking fabulous, it's the damn truth. better believe it my dear.

damnit.

i'm going back to the gym. seriously. i'm tired of being fat. it sucks. my self esteem is like so low right now. i need to get back in shape. not that i ever really was. but now would be a good time to start. actually last summer i got pretty thin. that's because i was determined to lose weight. but unfortunately getting back with paul screwed that up completely. so now i'm back to where i started..being fat. no buenooooo. i just hope i lose enough fat in my face so i don't turn out to be a bobble head. cause that'd suck. i'd just gain the weight back so my head would be proportioned to my body. hahaha. i need to get back on that treadmill. at least i haven't been eating out as much as i used to. and i try to eat healthy snacks like fruits and salads. ugh. i wish i was filthy rich so i could do it the easy way and just get lipo. i really really would. i hate exercising. it's so much work. i guess i could put in the energy i used to use for a certain thing towards that. i think that'd really help. ok. i'm going back to the gym and that's final. but i most likely won't go with ray and them cause then i'll get distracted and not want to work out. i need to go alone so i have no one to talk to and wander off with.

i hate being fat :(


xoxo
the whale.

Tuesday, July 8, 2008

if i could be...

any other woman in the world, i'd choose to be natalie portman. she is absolutely pure brilliance. she's witty, intelligent, and disgustingly gorgeous. in other words, she's flawless. i've watched 3 natalie portman movies in the past 3 days. i didn't even notice she was in every single movie i've watched. i feel like if she's in the movie, it's guaranteed to be a great. so far my theory has not failed me. i have yet to see a movie that is in that didn't not receive praise.

Monday, July 7, 2008

ok but seriously though...

how amazing are they?





pretty damn awesome. everyone think's i'm joking when i tell them i want fanny pack to win. i'm totally rooting for them . i even actually voted. at this point in time, i don't really know if they're still in or not cause i dont' watch the show on a regular basis. but if they are, i hope they win. i mean, they're so different from all the other groups that are in the show. i feel like all the other groups are following in the style of jabbawockeez. i'm not saying exactly like them, but quite similar. i just think that fanny pack's completely original, and i love their taste in music.


ok. i'm done.

so my weekend...

was alright.

nothing special...

but i'm not gonna lie, i did have a fun 4th of july.

this pretty much sums it up.


we were sisters for the night. haha

Friday, July 4, 2008

did you know...

corona came in a can?!

cause i didn't either, til last night.



HOW AM I SUPPOSE TO SQUEEZE MY LIME INTO THIS?!

i love you iris.

seriously.

that was so sweet of you to get me that ring.

you have no idea how much i appreciate it.




i love it. thank you so much!

don't mind my lame photography skills.

ok. i'm done.

dear ray.

this one is for you. i was gonna post all the pictures i have of you cause i know you love looking at your self, but i'm too lazy.

but i will post my favorite ones of you.

CHRONOLOGICAL order

the first time i met you at cinespace.

when i forced you to go to two places in one day.

the day i dyed my hair blonde, and stayed up til 7am and got donuts

fuck DJ AM.

the day before i failed my econ final.

i think our last picture together.

Thursday, July 3, 2008

hmm

still bored.

my sleeping cycle is still messed up.

damnit.

ok. i'm done.

getting my life back on track

so i got a new job at UPS.

andy hooked it up.

haha.

i never would of thought that we'd remain friends after econ 160. haha i figured that after we passed, that'd be the end of our friendship. i guess i was wrong. now we work together. weird.
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